slave labor program
dressed up as volunteering
that’s how they get you
come to the Findhorn
nine hour days in the kitchen
three, three hour shifts
tiny breaks between
use you until you are gray
you’re doing their jobs
grandfathers ask girls
go to the special sauna
these men stay for years
if you’re and old man
they’ll give you a tiny room
because you can’t work
they take all money
make you so uncomfortable
to cause you to leave
they tell everyone
please don’t fly and use the train
everyone flies there
that is why no one
knows how to get to London
no one will help you
preach community
forty kilos in luggage
no one helps you leave
no one can tell you
best train route back to London
you’ve asked for six months
no conversations
you are just supposed to work
until you’re burned out
they will interrupt
if you speak to anyone
to hide their secrets
narcissist women
name themselves Swan or Pixie
eating hamster food
you eat it also
the food keeps you very weak
work nine hour days
posh people complain
act like a five star hotel
want boiled eggs right now
you receive no pay
abused for the third trip here
they just use people
you come for lectures
spiritual community
only time for work
they make you share rooms
radiators are boiling
it’s freezing outside
virus from Findhorn
roommate wants window open
you could have died there
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